MEMORIES....

                        A HEART'S RHYME
We've now left school,
It's how the story ends,
Tears of happiness is what we recommend.

It's what we say,
But there's always a little pain,
Because once you've left,
It's not the same.

I walked through school and could see,
my friends who have grown up incredibly.

But now you've gone,
It's not the same;
As I may never see u all again.

My friends who have grown up right beside me
Who have helped me through my daily strife,
Have gone ahead and left behind them,
Me who wants the same old life.

But I can't live my life in the past,
Hoping that the same memories will last,
I have to move on and just be glad;
That leaving has made me so sad.

As this just shows that I have loved,
Our days at school here with u all.

Go ahead guys and live your life,
And become what you want to be,
But don't forget the days we spent,
When you were young at school with me.............

EXPECTATIONS......

Human mindz are said to hav the most complicated mechanism ever possible.....

There are thingz we constantly end up doing despite of al d precausionz we take against it... 

WE EXPECT

Y is it dat we xpect most from the ppl whose denial causes the maximum pain?

Though we know dat v r nvr gonna get it, we end up doing d same old mistake…. We xpect….

We do accept d fact dat certain ppl shal nvr xpress certain emotions… In such cases, we learn 2 read dem in deir eyes…. Every touch of theirs tells us what we wanna know… sometimes even more…. Yet, why is it so..dat we still wanna hear it frm dem?

Y are we stil xpecting ven we know dat we shal nvr gt vat we xpect….  Y is it dat it still pains…. We accept dem 4 vat dey are… luv dem 4 being themselves…. Yet in some corner of the mind, we still xpect…..

Expectations force us in2 doing things in order to see some response, though we know we shal not see it….  But still feel disappointed when we don’t get what we xpect…

This disappointment doesn’t change out state f mind towards our luved ones.. they always mean the same to us…. Our luv 4 them nvr changes coz we know what is their luv 4 us…..

Yet… y is der an xpectation buried in us? Have we become that greedy? Well the answers are unknown to all of us coz some where from some one, al of us expect some thing or the other…  

Strange thing this expectation is….

 You know you’ll face disappointment… yet it breakz your heart….

♥ LOVE ♥

People say it is an amazing feel…… But is it as amazing as it seems?

It begins with an attraction… which later becomes an addiction… This addiction leads to dependence... Dependence is the root cause of insecurity… The feel of insecurity plants fears in ur mind… The fear makes u doubt…. Doubts den become ur phobia… these phobias make u crazy…. This craziness brings about petty fights… these fights increase ur fear…. U become crazier…… ultimately it makes the luv of ur life hate u…..

What a peculiar emotion this love is…

It creates all the hatred between two peole…. Just because there was too much of luv btwn them…..

Itz very bitter to hear but very true…

Love is the craziest thing dat can ever happen to you……

SECRETS...

Some secrets were never meant to be opened. After all the the joy of possessing a secret is lost once it loses its charm. But when you keep thinking, "Should I tell this to my friend", you really don’t realize how vulnerable you can be. One small mistake and your inner self would be revealed. Smart men learn to tame them. The other unfortunate ones lose a part of themselves. Their weaknesses would be exploited. All they would recieve is a warm consideration of sympathy. I do not want that.

I dont want anyone to say, "How do you feel now?" That is my job. I’ m the one whose supposed to help people. When I drop to such a level that I need a shoulder to cry on, I would only project my weak heart. People have enough problems to think about. Let me not be one of them.

I need help. I need a vacation from life. If only I could go back...and undo my bloody errors. I dont want to be a valentine anymore. It will only make my guy feel that, "Oh! ma gal needs me... my sweetheart needs my help". The survival of the fittest holds true no matter what may seem the circumstances. Survival is immaterial of your heart. It would wipe your tears, only to give birth to a rose in your heart. The rose in this case would remain a lesson for you. But the thorns would keep pricking you...reminding you of your silly deed which you had committed in recklessness. No matter how much people care for you, you would still remain a loser if you showed out your weakness.

Somebody please help me.